long years of unending suffering are left behind
cold tears of unmending scars are just too blind
to see me in the spotlight, in your shining eyes
you’re so pretty in my veins like a fading cry
lost in deep dark rain, nobody wanted to see my pain
the black water drops never seemed to erase my stains
hidden in the clouds i never saw your sparkling gaze
until you came around and dared to get inside of the haze
frozen in the sun, they never looked so human to world
broken and bruised, pieces of my shattered heart in whirl
pale and dark lanes, no life of it never seemed to take
until you came in severing the blind as i awake
the world now lay still, nothing like I’d ever seen
it looks fragile, nothing I’d care for it could have been
since i have this place, no waking sun could outshine
ever on my smiling face, inside this hidden shrine
rise above the earth senselessly as it breaks us apart
all your love is worth my life and dying black heart
slight and slow the voice of the million shining stars
unlike their blames, screaming and growling so harsh
as the life passes by, you are my warmness of shade
holding me in your warmth, not letting them to invade
laughing on my pale skin, no dreams it do ever to fade
slight ache of love i embrace, know I’m not ever afraid
sickening mouths of angels and gods run away
darkening clouds of rains and my hate fly away
opening wide it arms, and bathing me in rays
of long lost sun, the sky is as blue as in my prayers
perfect world, blooming with laughter and smiles
all tears and blood, a vision from a distant plane
in where i never cried nor bled, like a waking child
from your endless embrace, far from all of my pain,
not anymore nor ever again