dying in disguise

there’s a role i have to play
where i forget the faithful away
this is the love of our world they say
being a part of that love is the way

finding the solace in emptied mind
bearing the rush of the world on my void
making the laugh out of the leaking inside
sneaking into disguise to make the world blind

walking on dead lands that sucked all the life
feeling for different is feeding your knife
seeking to live off untold is the crime
peeking through veil at your own sin is fine